Tuesday, November 28, 2006
5:59 p.m.
We Belong Together

Dear Kurt,
*sigh* Believe it or not, it's been a month after Juan and I met; the first one was tough because he had all these bad things happening to him and I was undecided about him, now he's doing better and I hope he continues so I can decide whether or not to be with him. I sent him a text message this morning saying

It's been a month after we met. :-D I miss you...

*blushing* Well, I'm very sentimental and have a good memory; I heard the song this morning and I smiled, it goes like this...

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

Anyway...
I got up at 9 a.m. this chilly day and had my usual Special K and yogurt breakfast then I tidyed up my room and got ready for work. I took the 71 bus at 10:15 a.m. and got to work early as always so I sat outside and listened to music on my iPod.

I clocked into work at 11:25 a.m. and took sandwiches out of the oven and handed them to customers; we had this phone order for "Nelly" which was a Large Turkey Ranch sandwich, he/she never showed up! Pinto gave Abraham and I a half each at the end of today. :-D I added mozarella, bacon, and guacamole to mine. :-) MMMM...

I washed dishes at 1 p.m. then cleaned the dining area and sorted things out at 2 p.m. I clocked out at 2:30 p.m. and ate my sandwich on the bus stop before the 71 at 2:50 p.m. came by.

I got home early around 3 p.m. and had dinner at 3:45 p.m., Mom made chicken, corn, and pasta. :-)

Right now I'm chatting with Erika...

That's all for now.

Love to Juan,
Pancho Pantera