Tuesday, October 4, 2005
9:45 a.m.
It's Not Up To You

Dear Kurt,
I'm here at the computer lab just chilling out and listening to music on my Launch station; i'm listening to the "Bjork Fan Radio" station they have on there, god I love her! :-)

Now playing:

"It's Not Up To You" from

Vespertine

I wake up
and the day feels broken
I tilt my head
I'm trying to get an angle

'Cause the evening
I've always longed for
it could still happen

How do I master
the perfect day
six glasses of water
seven phonecalls

If you leave it alone
it might just happen
anyway

It's not up to you - well, it never really was...

If you wake up
and the day feels a-broken
just lean into the crack
and it will tremble
ever so nicely
notice
how it sparkles
down there

I can decide what I give
but it's not up to me
what I get given

Unthinkable surprises
about to happen
but what they are

It's not up to you
well, it never really was...

There's too much
clinging
to peak
there's too much
pressure

Anyway...
Art class was alright, we reviewed for our midterm, which is on Thursday; Mr. Redfield showed us the class website and went over each term with us, so i'm going to print out the study guide he put up on there so I can study with that just like most people in my class did. :-)

This morning I was feeling a bit gloomy, I don't know why... *sigh* must of been the CD I was listening to which was

I guess music can change your moods, it can make you happy then sad at times. *sigh*

I was waiting for the "60" and I noticed some horrible Satanic graffitti written on the stop, it had devil signs and explicit comments against God our lord, which I don't want to post here because they'll makes me even more upset; i'm trying to look for the Graffitti Hotline number to call and report it.

That's all for now, i'm going home in a bit, have so much to do....

Love,
Pancho Pantera